My Testimony!

Well, I got saved when I was 4 years old. I remember my mom sitting with me on the bed before i went to sleep
and thats when she talked to me and i got saved. Its weird, because people always say that after they get saved they
can feel God's change in them. And they can see their lives changed. But since i got saved so young I couldnt see a change
back then. I dont even remember what my mom had told me. So sumtimes, I feel like "Am i really saved?" But i know that
i am and i keep praying that God will give me that reassurance in my heart and mind that I am. Through camps
like KESWICK and DCLA I can see God working and tugging at my heart. In fact, I think thats wat He's doing
when I feel like Im not saved. Im getting tested and I'm not failing! Im not sure if its that or if its just Satan tempting
me and trying to pull me down. Also, last summer (2003) my Senior High youth group went to DCLA! It's a youth
conference, consisting of THOUSANDS of teens! It was soo awesome! Def. the best thing ive gone to! I loved it and cant
wait to go to the nxt one in 2006! Anyway, i went wanting God to work on me and thru me and totally change me and
revive me. At that time, i was having feelings of doubt and all i wanted was for them to go away! Satan was grabbing
on my leg and was NOT letting go. Thru the first few days, I kept on waiting for God to take those feelings away and
for me to have this total "change" I wanted to grow in Christ thru that conference and at first, it seemed as if NOTHING
had happened, or "changed". Well, thru the last few days it was as if I could tell God was there. I could FEEL His prescence
there. I totally connected thru the worship. I love music and can connect the easiest thru that. I love singing and so the
David Crowder Band rocked it all! (the were the band that was leading worship) The speakers were great and everything
went awesomely (that a word? haha-owell) I know that God has made a change in me because I am being tested in my faith
and I am goin for the goal! That A+! And Heaven's gonna be great! I suggest u chek into DCLA if ur not familiar with it!
http://community.gospelcom.net/Brix/yfcusa/cafereality go there and u can take a look around! Thanx for listenin! Talk to
aim LiLSinGeR687 if u would like to kno more about Jesus and what He has done for us. OR if u have ne Q's!